oops i just started a huge fight between my mum and stepdad...oops. it all started because my mum asked me to take the washing off the line and i was like...meh! so my stepdad made me seem ignorant and i pointed out that he didn't jump at the chance. so they started fighting and my mother said "this house is full of ignorance!" and she walked off, then my step dad said "well i hope your happy" as if i was the one that did all this...and by this i mean don't help out around the house...and he's the one that does practically nothing. i was like "what do you mna by that" he really is ignorant. i know i am but at least when i'm being screamed at i listen, or act as if i'm listening. it's horrible at my house! it's incredibly broken, i'm not asking for sympathy, or pity even i'm not even asking for a whole, functional family...i wouldn't have it any other way. although sometimes i wonder if my friends have to listen to thei parents screaming at each other, the only one remotely like me that has my problems is my best friend at school...she has almost the same problems as me! it's pretty weird...although hers isn't as bad as mine

what's been going on? holy cripp! i had school photos today! it was horrible because my mother wanted to get like 20 of my picture! so anyway, i sat on the friggin' stool and like had to SMILE! i didn't want to but the dude! i couldn't understand a word he was saying so i started laughing thus resulting in me smiling so they took the picture and i asked if it was bad and the dude when it loaded up on the computer kind of jerked back in suprise and disgust and told me it was "fine" LIAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway it was hilarious as if that isn't embarrasing enough in HRE they made us laugh like a horse! that's so retarded!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i didn't though...gotta go!

Samber Rumba Tritanaux
my brother got a bird yesterday...a little half albino cokateil with red eyes...he wanted to call it Crash, Nibbler, or Crash Nibula (Nebula) but i was like LAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! those names are so lame for a Cokateil! whilst my names i thought up were ingenious i mean who would think of calling a parrot Morris besides me? or a girl cockateil Jak-Jak or Loughy? so controversal... so the names i thought of for this little cockateil in question are well first i thought of Thibodaux (which i heard in a song and found out was a town/city in Louisiana) so i thought of Tritanaux (which i personally think sounds like some Voodoo Deep Heart Swampy Name of 30's America for some reason) then Samber and Rumba blessed me with there invention! i thought they sounded Latin and Steamy Amazonia - for some reason i like to relate Names to a place and enviroment - but anyway my brother didn't like any of those names because he has no creativity! none what so ever!!! atleast i try! i mean Nibbler how plain and unoriginally uncreative is that? where would it come from anyway? sounds kind of outer space but thats because i relate it to Nibbler from Futurama! and Crash sounds like a name for some Fat Bulldog that lives in a dirty dirty yard! yeah Tritanaux is the name i've been calling so by the end of the week it should be MINE FOR THE TAKING!!!!!! er...that's about it, but lord i've been making some kick-ass comics! they are hilarious!!! so freakin' hilarious! all about Me! so i've called them "The Irrefutable Proof of My Ego!!!" good times...all funny all true (well mostly)

somethin' weird
just had a weird and very philisophical thought, here goes:
Well, some people, called 'creationists', believe that God (of all people) created the universe, but i don't understand where he came from, which leaves me in a position of Scientific Favour (believing in Evolution) which Creationist find wrong, but i thought about it and i wondered that maybe there was something before our universe (as we know it), the Creationist say God was first and created the universe right as i've mentioned but Science only knows back as far The Big Bang! so there was something before and now an invisible barrier has been erected by time and we know nothing of time before. which leads me to say that we as an individual are doomed to die as really nothing, we're are like ants in this universe and Strive to Die, Work to Choke, so no matter what we do, we are really a pointless entity only to serve a short time on planet earth then go and die like a wounded sick animal...God just provide Scientifically Unsecure people an excuse to believe the human race has someone who loves them and will look after them after they die...but if your dead your beliefs die to so where do you go from there? so it's safe to say that when you die another universe is created...not one as vast as our one, but a universe of our mind because our mind is an infinite power of electric pulses and such, so there are aliens but probably not so far as we think
i'm not even sure any of this makes sense but yeah, i was trying to contain the essence of this very bizarre

Hell Niegh Dooka
er...what's today? Thursday! almost the end of the week! sweet! well let's see, their has been some tension between my friend and i and yeah...it's weird! because i don't know why and yeah!!! sexual healing! sorry that was weird, my fish just died, well technically, it was my brothers but still i miss it and i didn't cry! how sad? how is that sad...i'don't know! anywho in Science i was bored and really bored and so i started writng by that i mean drawing a comic about this dude called Sci-Fi Ji! he's cool and very controversioanl! in his first episode he questioned why people like Rap and Hip Hop and Pop over Good Ol' Rock 'n' Roll and Blues nowadays... personally i don't see the real point in listening to someone say something to a beat when i could be listening to someone in a band singing it...i don't know what i just said but i hope i got whatever point i was trying to get acroos just that...across...huh? well bye...

Dorkis Fornata
er...sorry crossdresser on t.v, and me got distracted! stupid man, you know that g-banger don't match those shoes....i don't know?
today was completely boring!!!!!!!!!! started off with art which the teacher made me read and confiscated my "journal" with all my pictures and stuff! no matter i stole it back although its mine!
then i had english which i was SO!!! boring and i had to write! stupid...everythings stupid afterwards i hade HRE (Human Relations Education) where i was questioned by Jess (my only friend in that class) why i was 'depressed'
but i must say i'm not depressed but have calmed down a tad because i'm on a drinking diet (that is to say i can only drink water, milk and juice and only 1 drink of soft drink a day...couldn't go cold turkey now could i?) so my intake of sugar has decreased so yeah!
i also had science my only loner class and today was no better although i did have a conversation with myself which was FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and er...that's my hole day...interesting

Gosh Sire Mornings
y'all i don't know what time it is or what day it is...oh wait it's Sunday!! School tomorrow...ew..... anyway last night i slept over my friends house and we walked down to the shops and pissed of this chinese dude behind the counter...also i got yelled at by some random people in a car driving by. fun though, fun! yeah kind of boring but i was tired so ditched me friend for sleep at about 12am. we woke up and then went back to my place where we did just as little as a small caterpillar shitting??? i also told my friend that i was going to move to someplace like louissiana (is that how its spelt) and marry some hick and like start saying things like "y'all, 'tever (whatever) s'matter (what's the matter) notall (not at all) ain't, thang" an'll that kind of talk...calls me crazy...yah so like yah now i'm tired even though i've had like 9 hours sleep...better not stay up late tonight or i won' wake up tomorrow

Third Eye Poker
Mood:  silly
well, lookey here, my pants have conviently fallen down...okay sorry, not really happening...yet! MWHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! today everything sucked, it's friday and i'm tired but ment to be sleeping over my friends house tomorrow! screwy day was screwed up! i had my first Sose class today wasn't so bad cos' we was talking over the teacher and didn'stop us or even yell, good times! i also had my first Maths class (me and most of my friends are in the stupid class...cos' that's what we are) and we had to get up and tell something about us...of course i forget everything there is to know about me but eventually just before i go up i pulled something outta my ass just in time and get up there tell the class to shut up kind of by my angry glare and said:
"my name is Maggie, and my favourite band is Creedence Clearwater Revival"
and the teacher sat there saying "wow, CCR really?" like fifty times obviously impressed or something, i answered him the first few times before scrabblin' back to my seat! best part yet to come though because me friend got up and told everyone she ate lamb hearts and her family hated her...funny thing is though everyone else beside me took up what they wrote down, i mean do they know that little about themselves that they have to read out what they wrote down...god it's pretty stupid if ya ask for my opinion.
James Blunt is on t.v, me no likey! all me wantey is a good engliy teachey????
okay not really thinkin' straight today because after school i had to go with my mother and brother to the shoppin' centre and i saw this John Fogerty album and i wanted it, but didn' i have any money and it was thirty bucks (all i would of needed was like a dollar more i later found out) but my mother said i didn't earn it because i never help around the house (thats always her excuse) so now i have to earn it, so gotta do chores! i mean i'm the only one that looks after the animals, isn't that enough???? guess not...so now i gotta hang up and take off the washing and vacuum and wash the dishes and all that shit, god, i could just buy it myself ah but then i remember i need transport so i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place, oh well i'll do it just so i keep my money, also i'ma needing more credit (what i don't see is that my mum buys my brother credit for doing nothing, she buys my sister it for doing nothing yet i have to earn it...i see how that works) Thriller is on, Micheal Jackson was cool back then but now...i'm not keen on him...too bad so sad (for him, cos' i'm better then everyone and er yeah)

Zango Stretch RIight
Mood:  caffeinated
look i'm bored again but very happy although i did get a scolding at by my friend flemma cos' me be a bad girl for liking Fogerty...not my problem...oh wait...that's not quite right, i'm just playing around with my phone and the computer (good combination) anywhoza still havin' me perverted thinks....woa did i just right that? hey speakin' of... i have a picture of Gizmo!!!!! he is a lhasa apso cross maltese... he's a cutie,
got a picture of my other dog Misty other wise refered to as Moo Baby cause she likey her food

at that time my phone was being a shit towards me - we hadn't gotten aqquianted yet as it so proudly pointed out to me when it wouldn't let me out my messages!
well because i'm Australian i get a day off tomorrow fore it be Australia Day (or as my teacher so needily told us "what the indiginous call Invasion Day" speaking of i just gotta point out it was bound to happen, the world wasn't gonna be untouched forever) so woo, no school!!!!!!! i've only been back two days and i'm already sick of that disgusting place! stupid teachers expecting me to learn! ME...LEARN! good luck s'all i can say!

second important fact of my pants- i'm sick as a fuckin' dogs! feel i'm gonna puke or sum'in, should be a good show at quarter past eleven at night when my mum has to get up at one to get off on her merry way to work. if it do happen then i'll be sure to get a picture and send it to everyone i know telling 'em some sick story!!! lordie lordie i'm tired but too incredilbly psycho and lust fille-oh did i write that...er...this is awkward- for you that is i'm pretty comfy with my position in all this what was i sayin'? me forgotty cos' me listening to Looking Out My Back Door cos' me an obsessiveto - ey? er...oh-kay, well i won't keep you, i'm sure you've got some important stuffs to do lord knows i do so er see you some other time no? no!

Mood:  vegas lucky
lerg... icky na poop, today is the end of an official day at school... it sucked big time!!!! english was borin as it usually is, my teacher is very entertaining though she tries make us feel better about who we are...very entertaining when she's looking at you all the while! well i just roll my eyes and scowl as i usually do! art was another story altogether although still very fun.
my friend Jess (aka Stupid Bitch)was ogling over a picture of Brian Van Holt as Bo calling him sexy...she knows thats my territory. i think it was this one of course i killed her...no i just yelled at her, but if you've noticed i'm back outta my Depression (or as i like to call it THE TIME OF ALL SUICIDAL THINKINGS) it all happened last night when something super 'exciting' happened (please tell me you picked up on that) well it was when i got "excited" over a certain someone shaking his hips... i know creepy, certainly creeped me out so much so i was shaking and barely could tell my friend over a txt- when you can't tell someone something over a txt then you know somethings wrong- but i managed to lose my inhibitions and told her, well here's the video that did the damage so to speak, so you won't be left in the dark if you've seen the vid. you'll know why its scary (i have a good laugh watching the people dance cos' that's how i do- i know that's weird but it is how i dance) so ah...yeah, my friends at school forced it out of me, but they don't know the extreme scariness that i had to endure!!!! back to Jess...she's completely in love with Bo! (yeah, not brian, but bo) and i find it unnaturally sickening!!!! but hey whatchoo gonna do? oh i can think of about a million trillion things! oh yeah i had this real cool dream last night.
Bo was in it actually he was hiding behind a dumpster and dogs chased him...then he got attacked by a wild boar, then it cut to me in my back yard and a small child fell asleep on me and wouldn't leave me alone so i threw it over the fence! good times and there was this poster i really wanted but couldn't get because dogs were guarding it...oh the horror! the UNADULTERATED HORROR!
BUT seriously now i'm really glad that i'm out of depression, because it was really bad and i couldn't really think of anything happy at all and that really brings you down (ha ha ha ha! a weird kind of pun) but yeah, so i just urge that you keep your head above water so to speak and look on the brighter sides of things, that is important to know
lord my name sucks!!!!!!!!!!! i mean why do movie star names sound cool, my name is just lame thats why i've changed it to Maggie Rudefelt (me all over) Hughes, Bakura Fox... man i need help don't eye? why did i write i as eye?